Ahad, 26 Jun 2011

hipokrit itu sampah !!


emosi tak stabil..
sedang berfikir macam mana perlu haku luahkan..
berdiam lebih baik
sebelum meletus semuanya..

biarkan haku..
mahu bersendiri..
mahu menghadapi sendiri kemarahanku..

sakit hati..
ya haku sakit hati..
terusla dengan sifat kau tu
teruskan, kalau itu buat kau hidup kononnya..

jangan gunakan kelebihan kau
dengan mempergunakan orang lain..
tak semua orang bodoh dan tak sedar apa kau sedang lakukan tahu?
gunakan ide licik kau tu untuk jalan yang benar lagi baik..

kau hipokrit !!



Khamis, 23 Jun 2011

siapa Mat Lutfi?


salam..
siapa mat lutfi nie??
hee haku rasa ramai dah tahu siapa beliau kan..
bintang youtube yang paling terkenal abad nie.

kenapa haku cakap dia terkenal?
siap wartawan remaja sign up youtube untuk cuba menghubungi mat lutfi..
wartawan cari dia ok,,

beliau nie seorang student, belajar di Perth, Australia di Curtin university.
berasal dari negeri jelapang padi..
beliau ni sangat comel, dan pandai melawak..
lawak yang dia buat lawak yang mengandungi mesej-mesej yang positif
boleh ditonton oleh semua lapisan masyarakat



so,haku mula tahu pasal video dia
bila salah seorang kawan fb haku post kan video pasal sampah :)
lepas tu, haku terus follow video dia..
tak kisah la kena tunggu sekali pun..
haku sanggup

latest video beliau
pasal k-pop
lau korang semua nak tengok

p/s : haku fan dia :)

Rabu, 22 Jun 2011

wordless wednesday.



p/s : comel kan <3

cinta teragung


Lirik Lagu Cinta Teragung -Hazama Af9

Maafkan aku sekiranya tak termampu
Untuk mencurahkan semua isi hatiku
Ternyata tak terkata
Rinduku padamu

Ku takkan bisa menjadi lebih
Dari apa yang terdaya
Namun ku tetap berjanji
Akan masih mencuba untuk
Memujuk hatimu
Mencintai aku
Kerna semua yang ada
Hanyalah untukmu

Secebis perasaan ku hamparkan
Membawa sejuta harapan
Menagih cinta
Teragung darimu

Ku takkan bisa menjadi lebih
Dari apa yang terdaya
Namun ku tetap berjanji
Akan masih mencuba untuk
Memujuk hatimu
Mencintai aku
Kerna semua yang ada
Hanyalah untukmu

Maafkan aku sekiranya
Tak termampu untuk
Mencurahkan semua
Isi hatiku


p/s : saya rindu dia :(

Selasa, 21 Jun 2011

tak boleh cakap sopan ke??

salam..
berkenaan tajuk kat atas tu..
tadi petang haku pergi KFC alor gajah,
sebab tetiba teringin nak makan..

KFC alor gajah tu memang selalu penuh..
tengah menunggu giliran di layan nie..
ada lah sorang makcik and family dia Q kat sebelah haku

dahla order macam-macam
and banyak pulak tu..
kena bayar memang lebih dari biasalah..
tu hak masing-masingla kan, bukannla nak pertikaikan.
makcik tu haku rasa orang kaya la kot.
pekerja tu layan dia sopan je
yang makcik tu nak tinggi suara and cakap kasar pulak..
kononnya nak cakap pekerja tu lambat buat kerjala..
makcik oii
pekerja tu tahula apa dia buat..
sabar boleh??

haku pula yang rasa marah kan..
yela haku rasa macam
rude giler makcik nie
miskin ke kalau cakap elok-elok makcik oii
tak luak pun harta tu haa..
kerek gila..

satu yang haku suka KFC alor gajah nie
pekerja dia layan kita sangat baik,sentiasa dengan senyuman..
memang good service quality la kan.
even makcik tu bagi reaksi macam tu
pekerja tu still senyum..
tabik la!!


p/s: kalau kita berharta sekali pun, janganlah miskin dengan budi bahasa :)

Ahad, 19 Jun 2011

selamat hari bapa..

salam..
selamat hari bapa kepada insan yang bergelar ayah,bapa,abah,baba,walid,papa
segala pengorbanan mu akan dikenang hingga ke akhir hayta

ayah,,
terima kasih,,
segala pengorbananmu
titik peluh mu..
belum mampu ku bayar..

hanya doa ketika solat
yang mampu ku hadiahkan
melihat kudratmu
mencari rezeki untuk ku
membuatkan aku
betapa kerdilnya didunia
tanpa kamu, ayah..

ayah,
yang terbaik dalam hidup ku
hero dalam hidup ku..
sayang ayah
:)

Ahad, 12 Jun 2011

Drama InsyaAllah di Astro Oasis


salam..

hee sebenarnya nak update pasal drama nie hari jumaat lepas. tapi disebabkan saya berada di kampung, faham-faham jelah line broadband agak slow dari biasa.. so terpaksa menanti hingga pulang ke melaka.

Astro oasis memang gemar menayangkan drama-drama yang memberi banyak contoh tauladan kepada penonton.. kalau sebelum nie ada drama La Iqra Ha Fiddin, hari jumaat tu drama insyaAllah pula dipertontonkan.. Antara pelakon2nya ialah Syah Iskandar,Erin Malek,Kismah Johar,Shahrulnizam Nor,Lydiawati and ramai lagi

sinopsis cerita nie tentang seorang anak yang dibela oleh neneknya dari usia seminggu kerana kesempitan hidup kedua ibu bapanya. kemudian apabila dewasa beliau meminta ibu bapanya pulang ke kampung kerana beliau mahu menyambung pelajarannya di unimap. ibu bapanya hanya pulang ke kampung sebentar kemudian terpaksa balik ke KL semula kerana ada urusan dan berjanji kepada amran (syah iskandar) mereka akan pulang malam itu juga. tapi kenduri kesyukuran yang mahu diadakan bertukar kepada kenduri arwah setelah kedua jenazah ibu bapanya yang pulang.

sebelum ibu bapa amran bertolak mereka telah berpesan kepada amran supaya menjaga kedua adiknya, dan hanya insyaAllah yang mampu amran jawab. itula kaitan cerita nie dengan tajuknya.

julia (erin malek) menyalahkan amran atas kematian ibu bapanya.. adik lelaki amran pula danial menangis dikubur pada malam hari kerana kesedihan dan merindui orang tuanya.. bermulanya konflik apabila danial membuat bermacam perkara yang menyusahkan neneknya dengan melepaskan lembu orang kampung. neneknya terpaksa menggadaikan rantai untuk membayar ganti rugi. ini berlaku kerana mahu mendapatkan perhatian. dan julia pula masih mengganggap dirinya orang bandar, bergaul dengan budak nakal bernama razak. julia hampir diperkosa tetapi dapat diselamatkan amran setelah diberitahu oleh danial yang julia bersama razak.

ketika menyelamatkan julia, amran ditikam oleh razak. dan selepas itu julia mula sedar dan akhirnya mereka hidup bahagia. bagi haku cerita nie memaparkan pengorbanan seorang nenek dan abang setelah mereka hilang tempat bergantung.. sedih juga tengok cerita nie, tapi banyak pengajaran yang boleh kita dapat.. sesiapa yang belum tengok,nanti mesti ada ulangan.. so korang boleh tengok.

p/s: jatuh hati kat watak amran.. heee :)

Jumaat, 10 Jun 2011

lepas seth tan, sekarang malek pulak..


salam..

sebenarnya baru balik tengok movie di GSC aeon bandaraya melaka with my classmate.. thanks guys :) kawan-kawan lelaki haku sibuk dan excited sangat nak tengok filem arahan Syamsul Yusof nie.. biasalah, lelaki memang suka tengok cerita aksi kan..

daripada apa yang haku tonton tadi, aksi pergaduhan yang dipaparkan sangat realistik dan buat penonton tak jemu menonton.. ada aksi kejar mengejar, tembak menembak di jalan ceritanya buat penonton berminat untuk terus menonton.. memilih Zizan rajalawak sebagai salah seorang pelakon pembantu memang sangat bijak.. kerana ada banyak scene yang berjaya membuat penonton pecah perut dengan aksi lucu beliau,,, watak beliau memang menghidupkan suasana dalam filem ini..

terdapat beberapa scene yang berjaya menyentuh perasaan penonton dan itu diantara scene yang haku suka. scene dimana malek@ aaron aziz melihat ibunya berniaga dikaki lima, berjumpa dan memeluk ibunya.. sangat menyentuh perasaan.. watak jai @ adi putra ketika memberi duit kepada kanak-kanak yang sedang tidur dikaki lima dan beliau menyelimutkannya,, buat penonoton terfifkir yang beliau masih mempunyai perasaan belas kasihan walaupun beliau seorang gangster..

pertaruhan Syamsul Yusof menjadikan pelakon lelaki sebagai watak utama sangat berjaya dan layak dipuji.. overall, cerita nie memang menarik sehinggakan classmate haku nak tengok untuk kali kedua..

Khamis, 9 Jun 2011

gitar dan dia..


salam...

hai korang, tadi lepas makan then dah niat nak cari current issue about local government, then terus buka google.. terdiam, gitar? google? sempena ape eh.. terfikir, then klik kat situ Les Paul's 96th birthday.. terus terlintas, "eh abg kan suka gitar, nak dia tengok.. on Fb then tanya dia buka google ke tak, tapiiii dia dah tahu dulu... :( lupa lak dia lagi up to date.. huhu..


disebabkan beliau sangat suka,suka dan suka pasal gitar nie.. this entry for him lah.. bukan nak gedik ke hape ye, tak salahkan nak hargai minat orang lain.. ok,jujur nie tak tahu pun siapa Les Paul tuh.. tapi saya akan cuba juga cari biography Les Paul dan informasi pasal beliau.. "abg, bangga tak ada adik macam saya.. just for you ok.. " haha ngengada pulakkan.. tapi kan segala maklumat copy and paste je.. sorry :) tak sempat buat research la.. haha :P

jum kita tengok :

Les Paul – Biography Of A Musical Genius

Les Paul is credited with the creation of the most iconic solid body guitar ever – the Gibson Les Paul. Even while the magnificence of the music he created has passed into history, the splendor of the electric guitar sound he gifted to guitarists, old and new, has endured through the years and kept his musical legacy alive. Every time a band performs on stage, whether it is Led Zeppelin , Sex Pistols or Green Day, Les Paul comes alive in the sound of their music.

Les Paul Changed The Sound Of Music

Les Paul’s innovations with the techniques of sound recording are no less revolutionary. His groundbreaking inventions in the sphere of recording have changed the way we perceive music today. Some of the techniques he’s pioneered are close miking, overdubbing, multi-tracking and echo delay. These techniques forever changed the way music was recorded and allowed musicians to play around with a variety of sound-effects while making music. His avant-garde inventions have earned him a place in the Inventors’ Hall Of Fame, bringing him on par with inventors of the caliber of Alexander Graham Bell, Thomas Edison and the Wright Brothers.

There is hardly a musical soul in the world today whose life has not been touched by Les Paul’s contributions to modern music, whether they are a guitar player or just a listener. Guitar greats such as Eric Clapton, Jimmy Page, Keith Richards, Eddie Van Halen, Jeff Beck and Slash are just some of the musical luminaries that venerate Les Paul’s immense genius as the driving force behind their success.

Led Zeppelin’s Jimmy Page once wrote of Paul, “He’s the man who started everything. He’s just a genius.” While sharing a stage with Paul, Eddie Van Halen once told him,“Without the things you’ve done, I wouldn’t be able to do half the things I do.” Les Paul is not considered rock royalty for nothing, so complete is his synonymy with the electric guitar, that people sometimes credit him to be its inventor.

Les Paul, the legendary guitar virtuoso and unparalleled musical visionary, passed away on the night of August 12, 2009 in a New York hospital, plunging the world of music into mourning. He was 94 years of age.

Les Paul, who was affectionately called Wizard of Waukesha, is indisputably one of the world’s most accomplished, influential and revered guitarists. But the crowning glory of his glittering achievements in the musical sphere, which has taken him beyond the realm of the ordinary and into the extra-ordinary, has been his innovations in the development of the electric guitar. es Paul’s achievements as an inventor and innovator have sometimes overshadowed his indelible prowess as a mesmerizing performer. But the fact remains that his melodious jazz and pop-flavored compositions and his skill as a guitarist are vital elements of his musical genius. He achieved phenomenal success as a solo performer as well as a duo with his wife, singer Mary Ford. His effervescent and energetic musical masterpieces are also noteworthy because of his use of the radical techniques of multi-tracking and overdubbing.

Born as Lester William Polfus on June 9, 1915 in Waukesha, Wisconsin, Les Paul showed an early interest in music as well as technology. He had built his first crystal radio by the tender age of nine. Around the same time, after learning to play the harmonica and the banjo, Les Paul turned his attention to mastering the art of playing guitar. By the time he was thirteen years old, Paul was already a semi-professional honky-tonk guitarist.

At age 17, he dropped out of high school to play in Sunny Joe Wolverton’s Radio Band in St. Louis under the moniker ‘Rhubarb Red’. By 1934, he was in Chicago where he became popular in a dual radio persona, doing a hillbilly act as Rhubarb Red and playing jazz as Les Paul. In 1936, he formed the Les Paul Trio with Jimmy Atkins on vocals and Ernie Newton on bass. The group moved to New York in 1937, where they joined Fred Waring’s NBC radio show as regulars in his Pennsylvanians band.

Around this time in the mid-thirties, even as his musical career was finding its feet, Paul was becoming increasingly dissatisfied with the sound of the first generation of commercially available hollow-body electric guitars. The thin tone, lack of sustaining power and feedback problems of the guitars spurred him on to develop his own prototype of the electric guitar – one which would have a better sustain, clear sound and no feedback. As he told writer Jim O’Donnell,

“What I wanted to do is not have two things vibrating. I wanted the string to vibrate and nothing else. I wanted the guitar to sustain longer than an acoustical box and have different sounds than an acoustical box.”

He figured that to eliminate the sound of the resonance of the wood in the electric guitars in use at the time, they would have to have a solid body as against the traditional hollow body. Persevering in that direction, his efforts bore fruit in 1941, when he built his famous prototype, solid body guitar out of a four foot long piece of pine with strings, an electric pickup and a plug. To make the contraption look like a guitar, he sawed an Epiphone hollow body guitar in half and fixed the two halves onto the wood piece. He nicknamed it ‘The Log’. The Gibson Guitar Company wasn’t very enamored with the model however and dismissed it saying it was nothing more than a “broomstick with pickups”.

In the meantime, Paul’s musical aspirations were moving towards jazz. He left Waring in 1941 and moved to LA where he was recruited to play in the Armed Forces Radio Service alongside such greats as Bing Crosby and the Andrew sisters. As a last minute replacement for Oscar Moore, Paul gave a dazzling performance with superstars like Nat King Cole and Illinois Jacquet in the inaugural “Jazz at the Philharmonic” concert in Los Angeles in 1944. The same year, Paul’s Trio appeared on Bing Crosby’s hit radio show. The two also recorded together several times, including the 1945 number one hit and million-seller, “It’s Been a Long, Long Time.”

It was Bing Crosby who encouraged Paul’s experiments in recording techniques and even sponsored his first recording studio built in Paul’s LA garage in 1945. It was in this studio that Paul developed his futuristic techniques – multi-tracking, echo delay and overdubbing which forever changed the way music was recorded.

In 1947, Paul showcased the magic of multi-tracking in the complex and revolutionary instrumental piece ‘Lover’. The instrumental, released by Capitol Record , featured Paul playing eight different guitar parts simultaneously and was a runaway hit. The world listened in astonishment to the spectacular effects that could be created by using the technique of multi-tracking.

The Near Loss Of A Legend

In 1948, the world nearly lost the musical magician to a devastating car accident in Oklahoma. Les Paul’s right arm and elbow were shattered in the process. Doctors told him that they wouldn’t be able to restore movement in the elbow and it would be best to amputate the arm. But Paul convinced them to permanently set the arm at such an angle as to be able to cradle and pick a guitar! He was thus able to salvage his music career from destruction. Total recovery was still a year and a half away.

Not letting the tragedy bog him down, Paul forged ahead with more innovations in the recording sphere such as sound on sound recording, echo delay and close miking. These effects were all integrated into the 1950 historic tour de force, the No.1 hit ‘How High the Moon’, a duo with wife Mary Ford whom he had met and married in 1949. The song is an aural masterpiece because of its scintillating sonic effects, a fitting culmination to Paul’s tireless efforts towards innovation. A number of hits followed such as ‘Mockin Bird Hill’, ‘The World Is Waiting for the Sunrise’ and ‘Vaya Con Dios’ and their successful collaboration continued till 1961 after which the hits surprisingly dried up. In 1964, the two divorced and went their separate ways. Paul went into semi-retirement as far as making music was concerned.


Achievements And Honors

In 1952, Les Paul introduced his musical marvel – the 8 track tape recorder , and immediately thereafter, his dream guitar in collaboration with Gibson Guitar Company – the gold top, solid body guitar christened the Gibson Les Paul Goldtop. The guitar was an instant hit among musicians of every genre. The popularity and respect it commands remain unmatched and unsurpassed to this day.

Gibson followed up the success of the model with the Les Paul Custom (1954), the Les Paul Junior (1954), the Les Paul Special (1955) and the iconic Les Paul Standard (1958). Paul also patented the floating bridge pickup and the electro-dynamic pickup. Les Paul guitars are the chosen axes of some of the greta guitaris of the modern music scene.


Les Paul resurfaced in 1977 to record a Grammy award winning compilation of instrumental duets with his long time friend Chet Atkins, dubbed ‘Chester and Lester’. In 2006, he released the double Grammy winner ‘Les Paul & Friends – American Made World Played’, an eclectic compilation featuring Paul’s illustrious disciples and devotees – a veritable who’s who of the guitar world, such as Eric Clapton, Keith Richards, Jeff Beck, Buddy Guy, Joe Perry etc, playing alongside Paul. Till his death, he continued to play a weekly gig at the Iridium Club in New York.


Les Paul remains the only individual in the history of music to share membership in the Grammy Hall of Fame (1978), Rock and Roll Hall of Fame (1988), the National Inventors Hall of Fame (2005), and the National Broadcasters Hall of Fame (2006). In addition to these honors, he has received the Grammy award for lifetime technical achievement in 2001 and was ranked #46 by Rolling Stone magazine in its list of the 100 Greatest Guitaristsof all time.


Les Paul’s chequered and multi-dimensional life is a source of constant encouragement to every individual who strives to achieve the highest pinnacles of success in his or her chosen field. His tenacity, perseverance and diligence to realise his dreams against all odds, even while beating the kind of tragedies that would destroy a lesser man, has made him the epitome of inspiration to every human being.


As U2 guitarist The Edge said…
“His legacy as a musician and inventor will live on and his influence on rock and roll will never be forgotten.”


Les Paul Biography By:
Scotty Smith
Guitarist Rock ©2008-2009


source

love is in the air..

saya sayang awak <3



gunakan sebaiknya ..

salam..

mata tak mahu lelap,masih tak mengantuk walaupun dah pukul satu pagi.. haiyaa, esok ada class 10 30 pagi.. ada juga yang mengantuk dalam class nie.. dah cuba pejamkan mata,tak mahu tidur juga.. tetiba rasa nak update blog nie..

haku baru je dapat duit pinjaman tadi siang, setelah seminggu menunggu,, akhirnya keluar juga.. dapatla haku settlekan hutang-hutang dan beli buku untuk subjek haku semester nie.. jumlah yang diperlukan boleh tahan banyakla.. so, dah berazam nak berjimat cermat semester nie.. nak gunakan wang dengan sebaiknya,membazir kawan syaitan.. mahu beli barang keperluan sahaja.. yang tak penting,nanti dulu.. takde dah nak enjoy ke hape..

dah tekad,semester nie haku dah buat lagi baik dari sebelum nie.. so haku dah buat perkiraan untuk jumlah perbelanjaan haku,, insyaALLAH semua akan berjalan lancar.. haku dah settlekan hutang, haku jenis berhutang yang ingat nak bayar,, haku tak suka diam je,macam tak pernah berhutang.. kita berhutang,kita kena ingat lah.. takkan nak si pemberi hutang pulak yang heboh-heboh suruh bayar.. hutang nie dibawa ke mati.. tu yang haku paling takut, tak suka bayar hutang lambat-lambat.. lagi cepat,lagi bagus..

haih,masih tak mengatuk.. mungkin haku boleh gunakan peluang nie untuk siapkan tugasan yang diberi.. daripada haku melayan perasaan, lagi baik buat tugasan,, cepat siap,cepatla haku relax.. btw jumaat nie nak balik JB, ade hal yang perlu haku selesaikan.. semoga haku dalam keredhaan ALLAH. :)

p/s; rindu nak solat..

Rabu, 8 Jun 2011

indahnya pertolongan tanpa mengharapkan balasan :)


salam

saya ada sesuatu mahu dikongsikan dengan kamu semua,, tadi di kuliah tetiba hp berbunyi,aisehh lupa silent.. nasib baik la takde orang perasaan sebab volume slow je,, sangsi dalam hati,siapa pulak nie,, tak mungkin si dia,dia tahu ku berada di kuliah waktu nie,, sembunyi-sembunyi cek rupanya sahabat lama yang text. hee ingatkan siapa.

A : salam.. u tengah buat apa?

me : salam.. heh i kat kuliah lorh.. :) kenapa?

A : saja je, tetiba nak text u.. lama seyh tak text.. u busy ke kat kampus?

me : hehe baru mula sem baru, tak busy sgt.. btw i kat kuliah nie,, tapi text jela now tengah busy kutip duit beli buku,, aiyoo abis duit pt bayar duit buku je. tapi okla kan dari i berjimba dengan duit pinjaman

A : haha biasala student kan..

me : yup,, u jap eh..

A : kenapa?

me : ok dah.. no la,tadi ambil wallet dlm bag, my friend nak pinjam duit bayar buku nie,, masa nie dia takde duit.. parents tak bagi lagi

A : eh asal u baik sangat.. u tolong nanti bukan dia ingat pun budi u.. amik kesempatan je tu.. u nie mudah sangat kesian kat orang lah.. tak berubah dari dulu..

me : u nie,tak baik la cakap macam tu.. jangan serkap jarang.. i tolong ikhlasla,tak harapkan balasan.. dia memang tengah betul-betul susah.. kita nie hidup macam roda. kejap kat atas,kejap kat bawah.. orang tengah betul-betul susah,tak salahkan tolong?

A : baiklah... i faham sangat dah dengan perangai u tu..
u, i ada kerja nie.. text lain kali eh.. sorry ganggu u.. take care. salam

me : ok,, salam




apa yang saya nak sampaikan kat sini,kita tolong orang mestilah ikhlas,, tak berfikir atau terlintas langsung di fikiran tolong orang untuk dapatkan balasan.. jangan ada serkap jarang,sikap macam tu boleh memakan diri.. prinsip saya senang je,selagi saya mampu untuk tolong.. saya akan tolong.. kalau tak mampu saya minta maaf.. bila tolong orang,saya rasa gembira.. :) tu nikmat yang sangat seronok tau :)

Selasa, 7 Jun 2011

percaya padaku..

hee saje nak gedik-gedik update entry lebih dari biasa.. sebenarnya tajuk entry tu tajuk lagu kumpula ungu.. bila haku dengar lagu nie teringat pada si dia.. lirik dia, haku suka sangat-sangat. terus cari kat internet and download on that time.. jum kita layan lirik lagu nie :



Aku tak tahu apa yang ku rasakan
Dalam hatiku saat pertama kali
Lihat dirimu, melihatmu
Seluruh tubuhku terpaku dan membisu
Detak jantungku berdebar tak menentu
Sepertinya aku tak ingin berlalu

Reff:
Berikan cintamu juga sayangmu
Percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu
Hingga waktu menjemputku

Ku berikan cintaku juga sayangku
Percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu
Hingga waktu menjemputku
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/u/ungu/percaya_padaku.html ]
Saat ku tahu kau akan pergi jauh
Izinkan aku tuk selalu menantimu
Untuk katakan ku ingin dirimu (ingin dirimu)

Agar kau tahu betapa ku terlalu
Mencintaimu aku akan menunggu
Hingga dirimu kembali untukku

Repeat reff

Tolonglah aku bagaimana diriku
Ungkapkan itu rasa yang membelenggu
Dalam hatiku ku cinta padamu

Repeat reff

Berikan cintamu juga sayangmu
Percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu
Hingga waktu menjemputku

dan sebenarnya..

assalammualaikum..

alhamdulillah,, kembali haku menulis di blog nie.. setelah beberapa bulan mendiamkan diri, baru ada kekuatan untuk menulis semula,, susahnya nak ubat hati yang luka.. hati yang luka bukan hanya ditinggalkan kekasih ya para pembaca.. dan sebenarnya,beberapa bulan yang lepasbanyak masalah yang di hadapi.. ambil keputusan menghilangkan diri sekejap.. di saat menghilangkan diri tu, haku gunakan sepenunnya untuk memperoleh semula ketenangan hati dan jiwa..

haku baru seminggu kembali ke kehidupan kampus, macam-macam haku alami.. hee dugaan untuk diriku lagi,,, haku terima sahaja,sebab haku tahu ALLAH sayangkan haku,, :)
satu hari tu haku down sangat,tapi alhamdulillah setelah menunaikan solat, solat taubat dan berzikir malam... hatiku kembali tenang,, tapi sebelum tu haku asyik menangis,tidak dapat ku sembunyikan perasaan.. housemateku aine dan najwa mesti dapat syak mata yang merah berair dan menangis di bilik mereka.. maaf naj dan aine sebab haku menangis dalam bilik korang.,

haku hanya manusia biasa.. tak lari dari perasaan marah, terluka, jauh hati.. sudah haku kawal diri ini tapi tetap tak mampu.. haku dah berusaha manjadi kuat, tapi haku gagal.. tewas dengan perasaan sedih ini.. apa yang berlaku tu buat aku jadi takut nak berbaik dengan orang.. bila ade salah faham ke bergaduh ke.. walaupun dah dimaafkan tetap wujud rasa kekoknya,,


bak kata seorang blogger nie cik lumut dalam entrynya :

"untuk ada kawan itu tak susah.tapi untuk ada sebenar-benar kawan yang sentiasa ada dan ingat kita tu yang susah...kite tak boleh nak fikir kawan akan selalu ingat kita sedangkan kite tak tunjuk yang kita
ingat mereka....."

biarla haku sahaja yang alaminya, insyaallah haku takkan biarkan diriku melakukannya kepada orang lain..

monolog sendiri : la tahzan ya hidayah :)